||[Mar. 13th, 2008|09:48 pm]
As my username suggests, I'm fairly inexperienced and shy. I've kept my fantasies boxed up in my mind and my heart and I've only ever shared them with one ex, and I sometimes wonder if maybe she wasn't the one who inspired it. So I guess, if you're curious, |
I'm 22, but I fantasize that I am younger. Sometimes sixteen or thirteen or even nine. I have a very beautiful mother, kind and caring and unappreciated. I'm just learning about my body and discovering that I love her in ways a young boy probably should not love his mother. I masturbate every night after she tucks me into bed and shuts the door behind her. The girls at school I couldn't care less about. Supermodels and actresses give me a headache. I look at her every morning at breakfast, searching her eyes for the smallest inkling that she knows how I feel, but I can't ever bring myself to say a word, for fear that she'll hate me.
Like I said before, I shared these desires with an old girlfriend and she roleplayed with me as my Mommy. However it has been a few years since we broke up. I am always looking for someone who would enjoy a little incest play, specifically a dom.